The above quote is from Heidi Werntz (Class of 1983). Read the full memory below:
Dear thoughtful historians and Rock 50th birthday party organizers, thank you so much for the opportunity to share these memories:
J.F.K., Jr. (the George Clooney of Brown in the early 1980s) used to study in the Rock sometimes. Once, in passing in the lobby, when he was on his way in and I was on my way out of the Rock, he happened to notice and compliment me on an antique Chinese blue kingfisher feather pin I was wearing that day. It took me by surprise and I beamed in reply. Whenever I have an important meeting, I wear that pin, which has lost most of its feathers by now but is still a nice shape (it had “good bones,” as an art object), and I am instantly transported to Brown and the Rock and my twenties and the possibilities that can develop from a single positive encounter.
My first job after graduation was helping catalogue the East Asian Collection in the Rock. Deep in the center of the library, on the third-floor, surrounded by a metal cage, like a rare exotic bird, was a wonderland of print materials from Asia. I marveled at the beautiful paper, novel binding techniques and well-crafted fabric boxes that enshrined the exquisite materials. My last day of work that summer, I suffered a strange attack: my right side went numb, and I was somehow able to signal the woman I worked for to call for help. I thought I was having a heart attack. When my parents arrived from DC to take me home, they were told that I’d been carried out of the Rock on a stretcher! Well, it turned out to be just a panic attack, the only one I’ve ever had in my life, and to this day I’m sure it was brought on by a “broken heart”—I really didn’t want to leave Brown or my oasis in the Rock!